work! work! work!

I AM sooo bummed. 80% of my time is work. the 20% is divided for my sleep, boyfriend, friends (the time i spend with them is not even close to enough. -- i miss them so much), social life -(wait! i dont have a social life anymore). this sucks. this has been my situation for 9months already. yes, i am whining. but what else can i do? i cant stop now. this is my way of showing my mom --- or the world that i can be independent or shall i say can be responsible. i need to keep this job to prove something. gosh. this is so lame. how can i let the good times roll? help! save me from my self?!