...tyrin...

my kinda girl... i love you... mwuah mwuah mwuah

what's on my playlist

i love...

1. Poker Face
   
2. Beautiful Dirty Rich
3. Just Dance
4. Paparazzi
5. BoysBoysBoys
6. The Fame
7. I Like It Rough

hazardous runway

You have got to see this...h-i-l-a-r-i-o-u-s. But i do feel sorry for the models. It's kinda scary being on the spot light (stage fright) and then you trip and fall.

and the shooeeesss...those scary shoes...

Its not just being super skinny after all...you have to have the skills to walk those long and slippery runways. 

don't get me wrong people. I  still  think being a model is a fab job. donchathink?  they're paid great and they look good in anything. 

how was your valentines?

how was your valentines day ? Mine was a really good day. Just the way I wanted it to be. Although we were supposed to go to Lakawon Beach but because of the heavy rain we stayed here and had lunch at Bar 21 then off to Manapla. Relaxed and had fun with the family. A little cuddling here and there...made my heart skip a beat.

new look please!!!!

I'm planning to change the look of my page. Not that i don't like the way it looks...actually i like the way it looks. Its just the lay out i really don't like. The left side bar of the screen is almost full and i cannot put anything on the right sidebar.  it doesn't have any buttons u can click on to view older post. u have to click on the title on the left side bar and there are so many other stuff i want to change.

I'd want it to look nice and interesting and right now it doesn't really look that fun yet. Hmmm... if i could only get someone (meaning spooky) to make a nice lay out for my page....he's just so busy with so many other things... grrrrrrrrr. i guess my page will l have to wait for now. 

this one looks cool for a new page.

Happy hearts day!!!

Here's something i want to share to everyone on Valentine's day. 

This is my song for spooky.  Wish I had written this song for him. Just read/listen to the lyrics and you'll know why.

Happy Heart's Day Everyone. 

xoxo

she's getting married...

patskie

Saw my starfishy patskie today at bob's 21st street. It was the first time i saw her after 3 long years. She was very pretty wearing a short dress with her black cardigan. Her hair is straighter than the last time i saw her. She was wearing make up because she'll be attending her daddy-o's jubilee awarding at St. John's Institute. I couldn't explain the feeling i had when i saw her. I was just so happy i guess to see her. i was actually jumping up and down and i couldn't shut my mouth. I just had so much to tell her. As always she just listens.

the pasalubong. love it. used it right away.

In the middle of our funny conversations she popped that her civil wedding will be tomorrow!!! i was like O-M-G!!! for real??? we were talking before she went home to the Philippines that her wedding will be next year. so, the next year wedding will be the church wedding but tomorrow she will be officially married. I was surprised but I was also so happy for her that i almost cried. She showed me THE ring... ooooohhh-la-la! it was beautiful. I couldn't look at it for a long time...i felt a little sad ---had a feeling that we're all giving her away... and that things wont be the same... but I'm just over reacting... i know she's still going to be there. i just had a lot of emotions at that time (i was actually perspiring). It was just a sweet and short get together but it felt like we weren't apart for so long.

the ring.sorry just took this pic from my w880i phone. believe me it sparkles.

Gaaahd. i missed her so much. missed talking to her. missed her giggles and laughs when i tell her stories. missed how she talks (still so inta as ever).

I'm so glad your home patskie and I wish you all the best with this new phase in life you are entering. I know you'll be okay. after all , ikaw si mother wisdom namon remember? haha. seriously pat.. congratulations to you and markie... love u both! xoxo.

working and not loving it...

I haven't been enjoying work that much lately. Even thought of resigning. I just felt like its not for me... the job is easy. The people i work with are great and I enjoy their company. It's the management...the pressure...and the environment.

They're trying to put up this image that they are the best coz they pay higher than the others... but they really never think of their employees. Its like they are too busy with making themselves look good and they forgot that we are humans...

I feel like im a factory worker. Im not happy anymore...i wish i could be bum even for just a month...but i cant afford it. I couldn't just quit yet. I have to start looking for a better job...but till then i have to swallow all this suffocating crap for now.

well, as they say...

"that's life - it doesn't always go your way"

my office desk. Plurking at work -- completes me. hehe.

francine monique

My very first niece.

My cousin tweetums gave birth to a healthy beautiful baby girl.

And her name is Francine Monique.

she was asleep when i visited her. so small and fragile. We were all so excited to touch and carry the first niece, first apo to our moms and titas, first great grand child of our grandma. She woke up before we left... i got to play with her. Tweetums looks good after giving birth and she seems excited about the whole motherhood thing. and Im happy for her. I know she's going to be a wonderful mother. The baby was born Jan. 16, 2009 7:03 p.m.


for more pics of my first visit to francine monique --- click here ---

got the tickets!!!!

Just a quick update, I got the plane tickets already dated March 6, 2009. Recieved it on my email last night and printed it right away. weeeee!

this is itttttt!!!!! eheads... i cannot wait na........

can't wait for Sims 3!!!

I am so excited to get and play SIMS 3... I've been addicted to sims 1 and 2... i just love this game...hahaha...

I love to download games. Especially the ones with time management. I so so so enjoy it. I was actually checking out new games coming out and i came across sims3... wooohooo!
Yey! yey! yey! ~ they said it will be out Feb 2009 and it is feb.... can't wait.

my laptop will be burning hot after playing this game...and yes i am a control freak that's why i love this game...

E- Heads reunion concert 2

What: Eheads Reunion concert part 2
When: March 7, 2009 (saturday)
where: SM Mall of Asia

yes! yes! yes! I will be watching the Eheads concert this March.
I already checked the air fare and flights for that date... i have to book tickets asap.
Cebu Pacific is offering super low low rates... The office already granted my leave for the concert..wooohoooo! My cousin in Manila is also trying to get free tickets for me and spooky...i love it. It's like we're meant to go to this gig.

haaayyy... Manila here we come!

for ticket details --- click here ---

m.i.a. for a year!

can u believe this???

haven't blogged for more than a year....

where did i go??

well, worry no more... im back. im back for good.

plurking

I've been soooo busy that i forgot to update my blog....

lots and lots of things have kept me busy...really. no kidding. with work and all plus my own personal life is hanging by a thread... don't even have time to sleep.

gosh.. i gained a lot of weight. after transferring to a different company I've been stress eating.

okay...stop with the drama blah-blah- blahs... i'd like to share one of the things that im enjoying as of the moment...i've been plurking. plurking here and there and everywhere...its kinda- like a social networking thingy... you get to post updates of whatever it is your doing... u get to share stuff (links, photo and videos) also like micro - blogging...its fun coz u get to have conversations with people who are plurking... and its like a super big chat room and u can talk about anything...cool, huh? and u get to use cool smiley if u get your karma up high.

check out my plurks ---> clarzy's plurks

Books for thoughts

Growing up i have always been passionate or sensitive about my surroundings and the people around me. I was lucky enough to have parents who made my education a top priority. I was sent to exclusive schools and was able to benefit the proper education that i need. But i have come think that even though some of us may be living the "life" we are still living in one of the poorest countries in Asia and as i said i am sensitive to my surroundings and i can't stand it that people get hungrier and poorer everyday --- and this is where it all started, the "library" plan. I may not be able to get all of the poor people out of the street but it has always been a dream to help even in just my own little way.

These children are the next generation of our country. Can you imagine how hard it is for them to go to school? And the schools they attend to dont even have enough books for them. I was able to watch one of the documentaries about Kids here in the Philippines who are living in the mountains..imagine that they have to wake up 3 o'clock in the morning and walk for 4hours to their school... and when they get there they are already exhausted and some have to sit on the floor because they dont have enough chairs. We should think about it. They need a better future and all of us can help. Even with just one act of random kindness it can make a whole lot of difference.

We were at Calea - me, iya and karla and we were inspired by karla to start a library for the less privileged. We'll start small, probably at the town of Pontevedra. The elementary school at Pontevedra will benefit these books. I really want to make this happen and we will do whatever we can.

Iya is with the NGO Anak.. an organization who teach and fund scholarships from schools all over Bacolod. It's a step higher for her.. Karla is our everdearest SK whose got great plans for the "kabataan" hahaha. It feels good to share the same passion with your friends and you know great things can happen afterwards. For those who share the same passion with us...we are open for donations of old, used or new books. We will be conducting a book drive. Just message me and we will pick up the books at your doorstep.

**watch out for our website (its a work in progress by Spooky), Once everything is detailed and planned out totally i will keep all of you out there posted.

dreaming

i just love this song...

Must have been dreaming not sleeping
Must have been living not thinking
I let my hair down and let you in
Must have been roses that summer

It's the small details I remember
The way that you laughed
And your hands moved me
You'll keep me warm forever
You gave me space to be

And though you're gone
I know you're dancing
In the next room
It wont be long
Until I'm dancing with you
Cos I never felt this way before

Must have been singing not speaking
Must have been waving not drowning
In the afternoon sunlight
You kept smiling
And I was so happy I found you

You got me spinning around
You got me upside down
You got me 

work! work! work!

I AM sooo bummed. 80% of my time is work. the 20% is divided for my sleep, boyfriend, friends (the time i spend with them is not even close to enough. -- i miss them so much), social life -(wait! i dont have a social life anymore). this sucks. this has been my situation for 9months already. yes, i am whining. but what else can i do? i cant stop now. this is my way of showing my mom --- or the world that i can be independent or shall i say can be responsible. i need to keep this job to prove something. gosh. this is so lame. how can i let the good times roll? help! save me from my self?!

the sweetest guy in the whole world

he might not show it but it is crystal clear to me. the only person who understands me. we've been together for some time now. and there's not a moment withhim that i regret. i've never been happier! he showed me the true meaning of love. he brings out the best in me. we've been through a lot. and its been tough. but the happiness we get from each other has a whole new meaning. it does pay to give a second chance. challenges has made us stronger. it feels like ecstacy to know that the person we've been waiting for is finally with us.

"misunderstood most of the time --- you and i. that's why we're made for each
other. "

i have to say it... we are perfect in that fucked up way.

my starfishie

nine years of friendship. it all started at Usls-is. we were in grade six, where crushes were on the top of our priorities. "the boys we go to school for". we were in different sections but somehow we reached out to each other and became really good friends. exchanging letters during reces about everything. we confided with each other -- shared secrets, laughed and even cried. then there was high school. got transferred to an all girl school, which i thought the whole idea would totally wreck my life. but i was wrong.it gave me a whole new meaning especially u will be transferring with me... we woke up one day and *poof we have boobs. (ofcourse i always envied yours, they were much healthier.hahah). puppy love entered our lives and bringing back those memories is so much fun. "boys" never left our thoughts. haha we were really crazy. so much had happened and we witnessed each other's lives evolve, from losing our baby teeth to losing our lovers. event losing a parent. we had our hearts broken but we carried on. our small talks colored our free time. you were a friend who knew how to understand. and mostly listened. we didnt have to be together all the time to prove our friendship back in high school. you were my silent half. like an angel who watches over me. you knew everything and you taught me so much. then comes the wonderful world of college life! it was a different taste of freedom. and we adjusted just fine. we loved our freedom. we felt like we were grown ups already. we didnt plan it but we took the same course. you loved everything/everyone i loved. you knew me inside and out. you knew how to handle my mood swings...(im not the only wone with curly hair). haha. i remember going to your house. your room was our own special world. tested our curiositites. smoked , drank and so much more. and i can never forget your fridge... so much goodies in it you wouldnt want to go home once you opened it. we even had that pink furry notebook. it was our diary of the things we encountered everyday, our secrets, secret needs and wants. haha. for the hard part... we had the "falling out" moment. and she just wouldn't listen, got tired of me... i felt like a bomb inside me is about to explode. i wanted to reach out to her and just talk... talk about the things we misunderstood. but everyday someone or something is pulling us apart. it was so bad that i feel my heart break every second. she was irreplaceable. i was mad. really mad. until the time i gave up. we gave it time. about 8 months maybe. when i go out with our common friends they cant avoid talking about her. it still hurts. i miss her. the time i had the courage to go talk to her, i was too late. She left for the states already. i felt like my world crashed down on me.