he might not show it but it is crystal clear to me. the only person who understands me. we've been together for some time now. and there's not a moment withhim that i regret. i've never been happier! he showed me the true meaning of love. he brings out the best in me. we've been through a lot. and its been tough. but the happiness we get from each other has a whole new meaning. it does pay to give a second chance. challenges has made us stronger. it feels like ecstacy to know that the person we've been waiting for is finally with us. "misunderstood most of the time --- you and i. that's why we're made for each
other. "
i have to say it... we are perfect in that fucked up way.
nine years of friendship.
it all started at Usls-is. we were in grade six, where crushes were on the top of our priorities. "the boys we go to school for". we were in different sections but somehow we reached out to each other and became really good friends. exchanging letters during reces about everything. we confided with each other -- shared secrets, laughed and even cried. then there was high school. got transferred to an all girl school, which i thought the whole idea would totally wreck my life. but i was wrong.it gave me a whole new meaning especially u will be transferring with me... we woke
up one day and *poof we have boobs. (ofcourse i always envied yours, they were much healthier.hahah). puppy love entered our lives and bringing back those memories is so much fun. "boys" never left our thoughts. haha we were really crazy. so much had happened and we witnessed each other's lives evolve, from losing our baby teeth to losing our lovers. event losing a parent. we had our hearts broken but we carried on. our small talks colored our free time. you were a friend who knew how to understand. and mostly listened. we didnt have to be together all the time to prove our friendship back in high school. you were my silent half. like an angel who watches over me. you knew everything and you taught me so much. then comes the wonderful world of college life! it was a different taste of freedom. and we adjusted just fine. we loved our freedom. we felt like we were grown ups already. we didnt plan it but we took the same course. you loved everything/everyone i loved. you knew me inside and out. you knew how to handle my mood swings...(im not the only wone with curly hair). haha. i remember going to your house. your room was our own special world. tested our curiositites. smoked , drank and so much more. and i can never forget your fridge... so much goodies in it you wouldnt want to go home once you opened it. we even had that pink furry notebook. it was our diary of the things we encountered everyday, our secrets, secret needs and wants. haha. for the hard part... we had the "falling out" moment. and she just wouldn't listen, got tired of me... i felt like a bomb inside me is about to explode. i wanted to reach out to her and just talk... talk about the things we misunderstood. but everyday someone or something is pulling us apart. it was so bad that i feel my heart break every second. she was irreplaceable. i was mad. really mad. until the time i gave up. we gave it time. about 8 months maybe. when i go out with our common friends they cant avoid talking about her. it still hurts. i miss her. the time i had the courage to go talk to her, i was too late. She left for the states already. i felt like my world crashed down on me.
