Congratulations!

Last Saturday, March 27, 2010 I attended Jordan’s graduation. And look matching colors! :) It was just the two of us during the recognition ceremony. I wished I was with the Spookzterr.. it would have been less boring. hehehe. For the afternoon event which was the graduation rites our grandma came along together with her two maids. We went to our grandma’s house right after and had snacks :) Congratulations Jordan! We are so proud of you.

and oh…i almost forgot. He got 3 awards --- Cooperative, Industrious and Courteous.

so turn off your lights.

“ Save the earth! It’s the only planet that has chocolates!”

 

 

Join the Earth Hour tonight,

March 27, 2010. 8:30 – 9:30 p.m.

take a walk…

Was feeling sad and lonely this afternoon so I decided to walk. I walked and walked and walked until my feet started to hurt.  Till I reached the Carnival. There was a festival. Then I realized, sometimes when you think things are going no where… there’s always something happy and nice at the end of the road. Waiting for you.

I know God has a bigger picture and  greater plans for me.

sweet treats!

Mr. Goodbar! I loved this chocolate since i was small. One of my faves actually. Its been a long time since i sinked my teeth into these. I ♥ u Mr. Goodbar. This is just one of the many treats I got from my mum the other day. I also got a Carlos Santana watch, Betsey Johnson watch, Dooney and Bourke bag, Harajuko loves music bag, my very first Coach bag, jag bikini and lots and lots of clothes and dresses. Thanks mum. :) I love them all but not as much as I love you!

#1 on my playlist today

 

This is totally gnarly. It just pricks my heart (in a good way) every time I listen to this.

Arrows never throw arrows aren’t to hold
Please please please plead pardon we cheated in disbelief
Lights up to retrieve it’s the lonely remedies
Arrows never throw arrows aren’t to hold
Most can’t wait most can’t taste
As I’m shade as I�m stained
I’ll find faith I’ll find maids
Most can wait most can take

Lyrics from http://songmeanings.net

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Jordan and me in Wonderland

This is such a late update. I wasn’t able to share that a few weekends ago, Me and Jordan went to Ilo-ilo to watch Alice in Wonderland in 3D. Yes, 3D! I just don’t get it though…Why Bacolod does not have 3D. I remembered watching Shark boy and Lava girl in 3D at Rob but that was it no more 3D after that. But moving on it was an awesome trip. We had so much fun. The only bummer about the trip is the boat ride. Not only it was delayed for almost an hour but it was a terrible ride. the waves were just crazy. Anyhoo, it was Jordan’s first 3D experience and I loved how he reacted to it. He was actually catching the butterfly from the screen. I loved the movie even more and appreciated the effects. We felt we were in the movie.

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We ate at Kenny Rogers then off to the movie and then shopped for toys. Then back to Bacolod. Home sweet home.

possibility…

Finally the official music video is out!

 

I love this song and of course the artist. This song is part of the New Moon original sound track. Well, I’m not really a die-hard fan of the movie but I love love Lykke Li. This song is just beyond beautiful. Enough said.

Enjoy!

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Last night i fell asleep with a book in my hand. I was reading Fourplay by Jane Moore. The book is pretty good actually.  Like a fairy tale for grown ups. Made me wish I lived in London. It is mostly about making the right choices in love and life. Haven’t finished the book yet but I’m almost there. I have all the time in the world to read it. My schedule is composed of taking Jordan to school then back home. Basically, that’s it.  I am so bored and plain broke so I cannot really go out for drinks, meet the girls for coffee or shopping or anything that requires paying. But I dont want to feel bad about it anymore. I'm just thankful for LIFE. and i know there is a bigger picture and bigger plans.

I have one thing to be excited about --- Jordan’s graduation next week! I know he wanted The Spookzterr to be there but I made him understand why his dad won’t be able to go. So they had their grad practice this morning and they’ll be singing and sooo cute. he looks adorable. He’s such a big boy now. If only i could tell him “don’t grow up so fast”.

my vertigo

You always know how to make me feel better. I love you.

Sometimes you have to be apart from people you love, but that doesn’t make you love them any less. Sometimes you love them more. – Nicholas Sparks, The Last Song

Broke and not so happy about it.

This morning i was looking at the list of expenses i will be spending for the next few days. I just stared at it and I just cried. I know crying wont solve anything. But it just had to come out. I just had to cry all my worries out.

yes, i am broke. Well, I’ve been broke ever since i quit my job. for 7 months now but not as broke as now.  I’m running on empty. No money for gas, food, anything. No money at all. EMPTY. There’s no one to blame but me. I’ve never been good with saving up. Before The Spookzter left, we were fine. I was contented and happy with what i had. We both didn’t have any jobs but somehow we managed our expenses. Well, its not really that hard especially that I am staying here in my mother’s house with my brothers. So we really don’t pay rent and if we didn’t have any money we’d just eat whatever the maid serves. And I remember before if we needed to spend on something there’s always money. But now its different.

i guess i also cried this morning because the worries just started to crawl up to me. and i just don’t know what to do. Life sucks right now and i dont know how to make it better. I cant just depend on the people around me all the time. I cannot ask mom for money. and i know my brother would rub it to my face that im a good for nothing. :( The Spookzter is somewhere far and i cant talk to him about my worries the way we talked before. Its had being away. He’s got his own worries to deal with. I dont want to add my problems to his. I started applying for a job but i’ve been waiting for two weeks now and no one has called me back. I have a kid to raise. Jordan has been with us for two years now. I’ve always made sure that all he needed is taken cared of. But right now i cant even afford to buy a pair of new pants for his pre-school graduation. Last time he had allergies and i had to take him to the doctor and my brother had to pay for everything because i didn’t have a single cent. I cannot swallow anything at that time. I just felt so bad. I am so pathetic and living a life i cannot afford.