definitely not my month!

On the midnight of September 1, I said to myself and to the world "September is definitely my month".  It's my birth month and I wanted everything to be better than the last months. Right now its the middle of the month and so far...all I'm feeling is lonely and deserted. 

I am broke. The cupcake business is fine but with the lifestyle that I have its never enough. I have bills to pay, stuff to buy and a kid to support. 

I try my best to do everything right but its never enough. Some of my family members think this is a very stupid turning point for me. I never get the support I need. My personal life is hanging by a thread. Really. Sometimes I just dont know what to do next. 

The hard work I've done is never appreciated. There's always something wrong with what I did. Always something missing. I don't even think of myself anymore. What I keep in mind is that as long as the people around me are happy then I'm happy.

But look who's crying now? This week love was taken away from me twice. how lucky is that? I'm spreading myself to thin for the people I love and they still hate me. I am always the Evil monster. I am the girl who never gets the love she deserves. They can just take away everything at any time. and it sucks. and i wish the black hole would suck me in. 

so i guess 8 days from now, I'll be sitting on a table blowing a candle all by myself...

Sometimes, giving up is the easiest way out. But I cant do that. Because that's not me. All I can do now is surrender everything to God. and hope that eventually these sadness will go away. 

What's keeping me busy

I have my hands full right now... I actually started my business. ~I HEART CUPCAKES~ (you have to agree, the names cute...right?!?) it's all about cupcakes! Obviously, the name says it all. 

What's nice about this business is that I'm earning money and enjoying every minute of it. There are days that it gets really busy...as in really busy. Like 100+ cupcakes in a day...since im just starting and i dont have my own place yet it can really get messy here in the house kitchen. But thanks to my family and other people here at home - they've been very supportive and helpful.

I just hope and pray that this will keep on going and reach my goals for this endeavor of mine.

now, you have to see my creations! they're just so adorable.

i'm alive today

okay, so i was gone for quite a while...

i just actually needed time...time to think things through, it was getting toxic and yes it did me good. . everything fell into place.

so now im back with a smile on my face and thanking GOD for the life he has given me. Its not perfect - i know! but i am happy where I'm standing right now.

lost.

sometimes God needs to take some things away for us to see and realize what really matters in life.

The past weeks I lost so many important things in my life. And I lost them all at the same time. I felt hurt, crushed and bruised. The only reason that keeps me going is knowing that God has bigger and greater plans for me.

#1 on my playlist right now

Shared to me by my friend Iya...this is so me right now.

Not drunk enough - adele erichsen

Never been a girl who used to cry
Didn`t show emotions, don`t know why
Didn`t wanna feel the pain inside, I guess

But as the years keep going by,
you came along and changed my mind
I should leave the past behind me,
I should let you find me,
supposed to stay beside me
You were supposed to guide me,
through the ups and downs,
you were always gonna be around until the end

I still think we could
`cause you and me, we`re good
And I`ll tell you why this hurts, 'cause I`m sober


But I just wanna be drunk
so I can forget about you
and all the stupid things that love has pulled me through
Even when I've had too much,
I still feel your touch
Maybe this just means that I`m not drunk enough

So I`m gonna get myself another drink
whenever I start to think about you
`cause I do what I really don`t want to
but sometimes my dreams just come through

And when I get there,
to a place where I see you in a kitchen
I stop wishing but that thing and I don`t need you,
I don`t really wanna see you
and I don`t want you to see me,
you would think that I was crazy,
you might think that I wanna be close to you
but I`d rather wanna drink some Whisky
and maybe have a little sip `o wine
`cause right now it`s the only thing that makes me forget you are mine
but right now I am sober

But I just wanna be drunk
so I can forget about you
and all the stupid things that love has pulled me through
Even when I've had too much,
I still feel your touch
Maybe this just means that I`m not drunk enough

I still think we could
(I`m not drunk enough)
`cause you and me, we`re good
`cause I`m sober

But I just wanna be drunk
so I can forget about you
and all the stupid things that love has pulled me through
Even when I've had too much,
I still feel your touch
Maybe this just means that I`m not drunk enough

(I still think we could)
But I just wanna be drunk
so I can forget about you
and all the stupid things that love has pulled me through
(`cause you and me we`re good)
Even when I've had too much,
I still feel your touch
Maybe this just means that I`m not drunk enough

thanks to: http://vagalume.uol.com.br/adele/not-drunk-enough.html for the lyrics

<3

my heart is restless.

can't sleep. cant do anything.

i am so lost.

='(

my #1 song for today...

Coldplay is a genius. They make the best songs. Always. Mind blowing lyrics.

Coldplay - Swallowed In The Sea
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You put me on a shelf, and kept me for yourself. I can only blame myself... you can only blame me.

0_o

I smiled today. In fact, I had a wonderful day. 

for a moment i got to escape the "not so wonderful" part of life.

ouchy

When my heart hurts...

my tummy aches as well...

='(

What's No.1 on my playlist...♫♪

i heart katy perry and her songs. this one knocked me out hard. 

there are 2 versions for the music vid...i like the 2nd version.

♫♪ Katy Perry - thinking of you ♫♪

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

** the lyrics on bold are the lines that really got me...**

bitter me!

Got a text message from my cousin, Hyacinth:

LUCKY People:

1. Lucky is the girl with small bust, for there's no chance that she will marry a maniac.

2. Lucky is the boy with out good looks, for he will not have a relationship with a shallow girl.

3. Lucky is a girl who is unattractive, for she will not attract fake love.

4. Lucky is a boy who lives in poverty, for a girl will value him because of his real worth.

5. Lucky is the girl with many imperfections, she will be loved inspite of these.

6. Lucky are the people who feel pain when they love, for it is real love that they feel.

Number 6 is so true. It wont hurt at all if its not real. BUT dont you wish you belong to the Lucky group of numbers 1 to 5? ( well, except number 1... i want a maniac ...LOL... ) Why do i have to belong to the ones who get hurt...to the ones who feel pain...i want to be loved inspite all my imperfections ~ isnt that perfect?! or be valued for my real worth and all the nice things...

i cant help it. im bitter. its unfair.

What's No.1 on my playlist...

Nothing beats the original...

love this song...

and i can definitely relate... LOL...

Late last night
I was goin through some old things
When i Saw a picture of you and my best friend
It reminded me of day when you were mine
You had a way that always let me hear with a smile
I want those sweet days back agian
Cause baby

Its sunny day
But you're not around
That dog gone rain might as well be pouring down
Its such a shame
Cause your heart on the ground
Just wanna be cool with you again

Sometimes I sit By the fire and reminisce
About the time we spent infront of it
And that old flame will never be the same
Until you come back and rekindle it
I just wanna share my heart with you again
Cause babe

I fall asleep at night
And often see you here
In my dreams
Holding me
But then I wake up and I realize that you're
Not here with me
It hurts so much
I gotta have you back babe

='(

I'm back on that same spot again. 

Don't know what to do or where to go?

='(

♥ ~.~♥

i'll wait if you want me to.

love by ~laurapora on deviantART

scootersmiffmusic

i lurrrvvve this video. Check out the dance moves of these little kids...haha. So cute and so cool.

...and and and...Chris Brown is so hot here.

oooooooops!

okay, so i got in trouble again. wooopsies! because of being clumsy. and tired. and being hurt. being Psychologically and emotionally unstable. and plainly our freakin' parking lot is so small. and the guards. It was their job to help me back up my car. where were they? drinking coffee and having a cig. ugh!

There wasnt really a big damage on the other car. i was just backing my car slowly and bumped into this Ford Ranger pick up. the paint on the right side of the bumper was chipped off. If you take a look at the bumper the paint were already chipped off. there was not even a dent.

So this guy, (white, big and scary) the owner of the Ranger was called down by the guards who just came after watching me bump that car. He acted so nice saying its ok and that i need to be more careful next time.

2days later. I got a text message from him saying that he left the estimated price for the repair at the front desk of our office. I hurriedly got it and checked ---- What teh hell! he wants 5k for the repair and reform. is he out of his mind????

There wasnt even any physical damage except for that chipped off paint. I mean i will pay... i'm not trying to get off the hook here. Its just that he's asking for more than what i should just be giving him. He even told me that the inside of the bumper was damaged. duh???? what does he take me for? That's the problem with men they think that we dont know anything about cars. I just feel so bad. but I wont give in to this. This is just not right at all.

(*.*)

little by litte...

im starting to pick up the pieces.

im starting to accept things.

im starting to get used to not having you around.

though it still hurts. sometimes.

Love on the 29th

*** i feel like crap*** without you.
this used to be my happiest day of every month. but today it feels like someone died.

all I could think of are the memories of every 29th we had. it may be grand or not. but we were always together for this day. We'd make it possible to be together. I so remember we'd eat whatever we want or just go somewhere...just the two of us.

i'm remembering a lot of things about u now. The times i'd tease you...and u'd get pissed. the look on your face trying to ignore me but you cant help it. I love it when u react to the silly things I do. I remember us just lying in bed and just talking...talking about anything and everything. I love it when you listen intently. I love it when u smile and laugh.

I also remember the times you made me me smile and laugh. laugh my heart and brains out. The funny faces only you can make. you are indeed a clown of my own.

I also remember one time, not so long ago..around feb. we were out watching a gig...and we were with your brother demolays. you asked me to sit on your lap and when i did..after 2-3mins. you said "bug-at" hahaha! i hate you for saying it but it did make me laugh sooo hard.

these little things are what my heart beats for...

i was never sure of so many things before. The only thing i was sure about was you.

if only

It's been a week since I last saw you.

Day by day I hate waking up thinking of you because you make me realize how much I love you and how much I did you wrong. I know all my sorry and all these tears are not enough. I've been selfish and have taken you for granted so many times. Your intentions were always of a good person. I didn't see that until now.

If only I could put a smile on that pretty face.

If only I could make you laugh again.

If only I could touch your hand and tell you I'll always be here.

If only I could hug you tight and never let go.

If only I could make you see that we were always better together.

If only I could make you not forget about us.

If only I could do more for you.

If only I could be where you are right now.

If only I could take away your pain and worries.

If only I could change your mind and be in your heart again.

^^I miss you like crazy.^^

All I can do now is trust that somewhere in the universe, there's a you that feels the same.

Thank God for friends...

what is a friend?

"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."

I've always been blessed with great friends. One thing in life I cannot live without are my friends. I've always thought of them as the people who breathe life into me. 

and more especially they are nothing but fabulous!

number 1 on my playlist right now.

I never really liked Demi Lovato but I so feel this song right now.

Did you forget that I was even alive?
Did you forget everything we ever had?
Did you forget, did you forget, about me?

Did you regret ever standing by my side?
Did you forget what we were feeling inside?
Now I'm left to forget about us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it.

So now I guess this where we have to stand
Did you regret ever holding my hand?
Never again
Please don't forget, don't forget.

We had it all.
We were just about to fall even more in love
Than we were before.
I won't forget, I won't forget about us.

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it.

Somwhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it.

And at last all the pictures have been burnt.
And all the past is just a lesson that we've learned.
I won't forget, please don't forget, us.

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About
Us.

when pain remains constant..

got a text message from a friend this morning:

memories play a very confusing role. they make u laugh when u remember the time u cried together...but makes u cry when u remember the time u laughed together....

Things haven't been so good lately. He left for manila a few days ago and left me with a broken heart. The last hug was the worst part. I could feel my heart split into two as he wrapped me in his arms. I was full of tears and he was just calm. We tried to separate in a nice way. Honestly, there's no nice way. You just have to pretend that you're both okay or atleast make it look like you are okay.

As days pass by without him...all i could think of are the memories we had. The times i cried and laughed with him. A day can't pass with out me texting or calling him. 24 hours can't pass without a tear falling from my eyes. It's just so hard to stop my self. It's just so hard not to think of him. After all, he was my one great love. Maybe he still is. I dunno.

You may think I'm weak and I'm stupid...but I don't care. If you can't understand this then I guess you haven't loved or haven't had your "one great love" experience yet. If you've been through it...then by all means judge me.

The whole thing is a process. From being so down to pulling yourself up. It's a work in progress. It amazes me though how other people would force you to move on like set you up and tell you to forget him. Its not that easy. It also amazes me that there are some people who can move on in less than a day. Especially those who find themselves with a different partner right away. This isn't so for my case.

I'd rather mourn more than think of me with someone new. Its not that I refuse to move on. I just want time. Time for myself. Time to think things through. Time to make myself happy again. I want to deal with these emotional baggages that I have first. I dont want to make the person that I will be with suffer because of these ignored issues with myself. So please understand. This is my way of moving on...not yours.

I want to make things right. If I wanna make it right. I have to go through all these. Even if it means crying for him everyday.

a girl can never have too many shoes.

O-M-GEEE!

 i cashed out on a pair of Alberto shoes again...cant help it. 

when i saw it, it was crying out 

"Buy me. We're made for each other".

♥ ♥ ♥

Sometimes it pays to give another chance. It's like starting over a new life. Most people would say you're stupid for making bad decisions...but do they really know? I know I have made so many bad decisions in the past and i've regret most of them. But when it comes to matters of the heart... I never regret anything as long as I know this makes me happy. A good friend told me once that its important that you know what or who you really want in life. Honestly, I dont really know what I want.  all I know is that I just want to be Happy ~ and knowing that is good enough.

Over the past few months, I have learned a lot, was hurt, was disappointed, frustrated, was let down, laughed my heart out, cried buckets of tears, learned and tried to trust, gained new friends, found out who my true friends were and loved myself even more. It's a given that one's life is full of drama. Well, I was running away from drama. It was full of it that I just didn't give a damn. but you have to face reality. I came face - to - face with it and that's when I started to enjoy and appreciate life.

The people around me are the ones who breathe life into me. They make it so much easier. Even that one person who could hurt you like hell and at the same time could love you so much or even more than you could imagine. He makes you human. He makes and breaks you. But at the end of the day...its just the two of you looking at the same sunset. 

“It's something unpredictable, but in the end its right. I hope you had the time of your life.” - green day

sometimes...

it just hurts.

hurts like hell. 

hurts like there's no tomorrow. 

just pure ouch.

the color of life.

i have a friend who has the inability to percieve differences of the colors that others can distinguish. in other words he is color blind. When I first found out it was on one of our out of town trips that he called the color purple...blue. I really didn't think right away that he was having problems with his eyes. We just laughed about it until the time he thought the color pink was gray. He did admit that when he got his license he was told he was color blind. I became very curious about this that sometimes we would play student&teacher...i'd ask him to tell me what color is this and that...everything i could see around me i'd ask him what color it was. 

I am amazed and somehow sad. I just could not imagine someone or anyone not able to know/see what the color purple is like. The vibrant colors of pink, periwinkle, aquamarine, harlequin and many more. What if you can't see the difference between blue, blue-green, sky blue and aqua? I was startled and astounded by his situation that I started looking for articles about color bindness. I read in one article that you will be having a hard time distinguishing if it's a red or green apple.

So, typical me was feeling sorry for that person but I realized I shouldn't be. He's not even sad about it. He has this positive outlook about the whole thing. We could just laugh about it. I was thinking... How i wish my life was like that... not complicated and that you can just laugh about everything. For him life is colorful. 

Life is indeed colorful. Its not the the cute and wonderful colors you see but the people and the things that could shoo-away the dark cloud hovering your head. 

   

“The longer I live the more beautiful life becomes. If you foolishly ignore beauty, you will soon find yourself without it. Your life will be impoverished. But if you invest in beauty, it will remain with you all the days of your life.”
- Frank Lloyd Wright

haven't listened to this song for the longest time...

this is one of my favorites from Dashboard...i love this song up to now....

brings back good memories and the "kilig" feeling...

my heart skipped a beat when i listened to it this morning....heheh

Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.
This night is wild,
so calm and dull,
these hearts they race,
from self control.
Your legs are smooth,
as they graze mine,
we're doing fine,
we're doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.

The words are hushed lets not get busted;
just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...
so we can get some.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
this moment we share together
and the streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.

team redline goes to never never land!

Last week, the team together with our supervisor went for an overnight trip to Pataan Falls. (well, the overnight was just for them..i had to go back to Bacolod around 7pm) It's located somewhere in the south way of Negros. Sorry I'm not really good with directions. I even had my team mate drive my car up to the location. The good thing about the trip was that there was more than enough food, nice cottage and one nature lovin' trip. The falls were beautiful, the water was so cold and the view was mesmerizing. 

The worst part was driving back home. I was wasted. Totally wasted. I was drinking from the time we arrived. Some of us finished off the tequila before noon and i didn't stop. I had to drive the long road home and some of my team mates were with me. I had to straighten up and sober up...especially that we have a kid on board and a sick person who looks like he's about to die was in the front seat. I'm glad we reached our houses safe and sound. Phew! 

So far this was the best Team Building I've been to. Not that we get to have a lot of team buildings... but I had so much fun. If i look back during that time all i could remember clearly were the laughtrips and the punch lines. Ofcourse, when we all got back to work the following week... I was the topic! For being so wasted. For making them laugh and for the vomitting on the rough road of Ma-ao. good thing it wasn't caught on camera. It was one helluvah day! 

          

   

more of our pics

Thanks Team Redline. Cheers to the good times!!!!

What I did in Manila...

really really sorry for the late post... got sick when i got back in Bacolod and was absent from work for a week and i had a hand full of things to do...but anyway here is the link to see my pics during my short but sweet vacation...



lunch at Banchetto, manila ocean park


@ manila ocean park, with noah and the eheads concert


with my cousins and night with my loves

more of my Manila pix!

on hiatus

Friday, March 6, 2009
4:16 a.m.


Okay...so my long awaited 5-day vacation is here. Will be leaving the house in 45minutes. Lolek (my brother) will bring me and the spookzter to the airport and off we go to Manila. I will not bring my laptop with me... so no blogging for me until Tuesday.

Can't wait to see my cousins, tita's and the super duper cutie Noah (spooky's 10-month old nephew). Of course the "main event"...the EHeads Concert!!!!! yeahhhhh!!!!

It's gonna be a long weekend...see u when i get back!!!

i want a room makeover!!!

Was browsing Teenvogue.com and i realized my room is a big mess... I really need a new look for my room.

here's what i found:

this look is so me...stylish and chic...

but...there's a BIG but...this whole new look is very expensive....I need to save...

...tyrin...

my kinda girl... i love you... mwuah mwuah mwuah

what's on my playlist

i love...

1. Poker Face
   
2. Beautiful Dirty Rich
3. Just Dance
4. Paparazzi
5. BoysBoysBoys
6. The Fame
7. I Like It Rough

hazardous runway

You have got to see this...h-i-l-a-r-i-o-u-s. But i do feel sorry for the models. It's kinda scary being on the spot light (stage fright) and then you trip and fall.

and the shooeeesss...those scary shoes...

Its not just being super skinny after all...you have to have the skills to walk those long and slippery runways. 

don't get me wrong people. I  still  think being a model is a fab job. donchathink?  they're paid great and they look good in anything. 

how was your valentines?

how was your valentines day ? Mine was a really good day. Just the way I wanted it to be. Although we were supposed to go to Lakawon Beach but because of the heavy rain we stayed here and had lunch at Bar 21 then off to Manapla. Relaxed and had fun with the family. A little cuddling here and there...made my heart skip a beat.

new look please!!!!

I'm planning to change the look of my page. Not that i don't like the way it looks...actually i like the way it looks. Its just the lay out i really don't like. The left side bar of the screen is almost full and i cannot put anything on the right sidebar.  it doesn't have any buttons u can click on to view older post. u have to click on the title on the left side bar and there are so many other stuff i want to change.

I'd want it to look nice and interesting and right now it doesn't really look that fun yet. Hmmm... if i could only get someone (meaning spooky) to make a nice lay out for my page....he's just so busy with so many other things... grrrrrrrrr. i guess my page will l have to wait for now. 

this one looks cool for a new page.

Happy hearts day!!!

Here's something i want to share to everyone on Valentine's day. 

This is my song for spooky.  Wish I had written this song for him. Just read/listen to the lyrics and you'll know why.

Happy Heart's Day Everyone. 

xoxo

she's getting married...

patskie

Saw my starfishy patskie today at bob's 21st street. It was the first time i saw her after 3 long years. She was very pretty wearing a short dress with her black cardigan. Her hair is straighter than the last time i saw her. She was wearing make up because she'll be attending her daddy-o's jubilee awarding at St. John's Institute. I couldn't explain the feeling i had when i saw her. I was just so happy i guess to see her. i was actually jumping up and down and i couldn't shut my mouth. I just had so much to tell her. As always she just listens.

the pasalubong. love it. used it right away.

In the middle of our funny conversations she popped that her civil wedding will be tomorrow!!! i was like O-M-G!!! for real??? we were talking before she went home to the Philippines that her wedding will be next year. so, the next year wedding will be the church wedding but tomorrow she will be officially married. I was surprised but I was also so happy for her that i almost cried. She showed me THE ring... ooooohhh-la-la! it was beautiful. I couldn't look at it for a long time...i felt a little sad ---had a feeling that we're all giving her away... and that things wont be the same... but I'm just over reacting... i know she's still going to be there. i just had a lot of emotions at that time (i was actually perspiring). It was just a sweet and short get together but it felt like we weren't apart for so long.

the ring.sorry just took this pic from my w880i phone. believe me it sparkles.

Gaaahd. i missed her so much. missed talking to her. missed her giggles and laughs when i tell her stories. missed how she talks (still so inta as ever).

I'm so glad your home patskie and I wish you all the best with this new phase in life you are entering. I know you'll be okay. after all , ikaw si mother wisdom namon remember? haha. seriously pat.. congratulations to you and markie... love u both! xoxo.

working and not loving it...

I haven't been enjoying work that much lately. Even thought of resigning. I just felt like its not for me... the job is easy. The people i work with are great and I enjoy their company. It's the management...the pressure...and the environment.

They're trying to put up this image that they are the best coz they pay higher than the others... but they really never think of their employees. Its like they are too busy with making themselves look good and they forgot that we are humans...

I feel like im a factory worker. Im not happy anymore...i wish i could be bum even for just a month...but i cant afford it. I couldn't just quit yet. I have to start looking for a better job...but till then i have to swallow all this suffocating crap for now.

well, as they say...

"that's life - it doesn't always go your way"

my office desk. Plurking at work -- completes me. hehe.

francine monique

My very first niece.

My cousin tweetums gave birth to a healthy beautiful baby girl.

And her name is Francine Monique.

she was asleep when i visited her. so small and fragile. We were all so excited to touch and carry the first niece, first apo to our moms and titas, first great grand child of our grandma. She woke up before we left... i got to play with her. Tweetums looks good after giving birth and she seems excited about the whole motherhood thing. and Im happy for her. I know she's going to be a wonderful mother. The baby was born Jan. 16, 2009 7:03 p.m.


for more pics of my first visit to francine monique --- click here ---

got the tickets!!!!

Just a quick update, I got the plane tickets already dated March 6, 2009. Recieved it on my email last night and printed it right away. weeeee!

this is itttttt!!!!! eheads... i cannot wait na........

can't wait for Sims 3!!!

I am so excited to get and play SIMS 3... I've been addicted to sims 1 and 2... i just love this game...hahaha...

I love to download games. Especially the ones with time management. I so so so enjoy it. I was actually checking out new games coming out and i came across sims3... wooohooo!
Yey! yey! yey! ~ they said it will be out Feb 2009 and it is feb.... can't wait.

my laptop will be burning hot after playing this game...and yes i am a control freak that's why i love this game...

E- Heads reunion concert 2

What: Eheads Reunion concert part 2
When: March 7, 2009 (saturday)
where: SM Mall of Asia

yes! yes! yes! I will be watching the Eheads concert this March.
I already checked the air fare and flights for that date... i have to book tickets asap.
Cebu Pacific is offering super low low rates... The office already granted my leave for the concert..wooohoooo! My cousin in Manila is also trying to get free tickets for me and spooky...i love it. It's like we're meant to go to this gig.

haaayyy... Manila here we come!

for ticket details --- click here ---